May 2013
9 posts
“Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the...”
– Stephen R. Covey (via littlemiss)
Something I need to work on….
Pres. Fitz Got Game...
kindasuperficial:
But I still won’t forgive him for killing Patrick Swayze, in Ghost. Biggest bitch move in American Cinema.
“Why can’t I try on different lives, like dresses, to see which one fits best?”
– Sylvia Plath (via mariannapaige)
“But experience has taught me that you cannot value dreams according to the odds...”
– My Beloved World, Sonia Sotomayor (via somniloquy)
“You are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed. And you are beautiful.”
– Amy Bloom (via littlemiss)
August 2012
7 posts
Open Letter
Dear You,
I refuse to allow you to make me feel “less than” for wanting the things that I want out of my life. You may have lofty dreams and aspirations and thats fine..for you. All I ever wanted was to matter. To matter most to you and for you to see the effort that I’ve made and the life that I’ve invested into US. But you don’t. After all this time you still...
I need to know
Lifes been blinding me
From what I thought I’d see
Is there clarity in this insanity?
What you want from me is?
…
Are you leaving me?
Or are you leading the way?
Can you hear what I’m saying?
I need to know…
Feels like I’m trying to breathe underwater
Trying to climb but I keep falling farther
Will you take my hand?
Feel so far away
I want to see your...
I don’t know where I’m at
Standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting-waiting here in line
Hoping that ill find what I’ve been chasing
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I’m going to fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
I never know its coming down, down.
I’m not ready to let go
Cuz then ill...
Car is parked
Bags are packed
But what kind of heart doesn’t look back?
….
All those words
Came undone
And now I’m not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide
If the fire inside still burns…
All I have
All I need
He’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands
Still I’m searching for something
Out of breath I’m left hoping...
“I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl”
– Ron Pope
A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me
Might end up together
It’s like wishing for rain as I stand
In the desert
Nothing goes as planned
Everything will break
People say goodbye in their own special way
All that you rely on
All that you can fake
Will leave you in the morning
Would find you in the day
You’re in my veins and I cannot get you out
You’re all I taste at night inside of my mouth
You run away because I am not what you found
You’re in my veins
Everything has changed...
April 2012
5 posts
1 tag
Years ago I wished for love-to immerse myself in...
As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the...
1 tag
that pain you feel? that's life. the confusion and...
all i want is what you've got.
1 tag
Because sometimes you have to step outside of the...
February 2012
1 post
i need you to know that i think youre amazing.
January 2012
16 posts
the first time ever i lay with you
i felt your heart so close to mine
and i knew our joy
would fill the Earth
and last
til the end of time…
my love.
the first time ever i saw your face…
is there a chance?
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel?
a reason to fight?
is there a chance
you may change your mind?
or are we ashes and wine?
Dance me to your beauty
like a burning violin Dance me through the panic ‘
til I’m gathered safely in Lift me like an olive branch and
be my homeward dove And dance me to the end of love Please dance me to the end of love
Oh dance me to the wedding now Oh dance me on and on And dance me very tenderly Oh and dance me very long We’re both of us beneath our love And both of...
2 tags
your mouth is poison
your mouth is wine
you think your dreams
are the same as mine…
…
i dont love you
but i always will
i always will
…
i wished you hold me
when i turn my back
the less i give
the more i get back
your hands can heal
your hands can bruise
…
i dont have a choice
but i still choose you
…
i dont love you
but i always will
i always...
but watching stars without you
my soul cries
my heaving heart
is full of pain
….
…..
the aching
this is NOT what i want.
what can i do
to convince you to change your mind
of me?
im gunna love you
more than anyone
im gunna hold you closer
than before…
But i'm holding you closer than most...because you...
there’s trouble in the heartland
you’re drifting your own way
there’s trouble
its a wasteland
there’s something you dont say…
toss me in the ocean
and see if i float
i’m causing a commotion on a
sinking boat…
from here
to the moon
and back…
who else in this world
will love you like that?
love everlasting
i promise you that…
from here
to the moon
and back
It's you, it's you...it's all for you. Every...
you be careful and i'll be the reckless one.
and dont keep me like you have me...and dont kiss...
if we lived forever, time would never change how...
December 2011
2 posts
I'D RATHER DIE YOUNG, THAN LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT...
November 2011
11 posts
“Because sometimes you have to step outside of the person youve been, and...”
– Mouth from OTH
wild horses couldnt drag me away...
“How many times can I break til I shatter?”
– I always turn the car around…
all i want is to be young.
i wanna party, and be wild, and sometimes make stupid decisions. I want to have fun and be around friends and MAKE MEMORIES. i want to take pictures WITH you and have people see them! This may seem basic and stupid to someone like you but at this moment to me its almost everything.
i feel beaten down, and defeated.
all i want is to walk away.
or beat the shit out of you.
i cant decide which.
you dont take anything i feel seriously.
I wish I had the strength to leave you, because right now i really want too.
I dont know if the good times are enough to get me through how unsatisfied and unhappy he makes me sometimes.
These are the times when I fight the urge to get wasted and make bad decisions.
